I wanted to tell him everything my heart felt but didn't know how. So I said nothing. That was the last I saw him. Gone from my life as if never being there at all.
::: Step one - Pencil drawing :::
At one time I thought he'd be the one to marry. How naive of me.
I've already mourned the loss of him but still wonder how he is. Hard to believe it's been five years.
This is one of my entries for the Shared Journal I'm doing. The sketch book felt a safe spot for it.
::: Step 2 - Underpainting (watercolor and ink) :::
He will always hold his first husband in his heart--as he should. So long as he's not shutting out others who will love him now.
Surely he's started a new life for himself and he deserves that. Wherever he is, whomever he's with, I hope he's healthy and happy and whole.
God bless you, Justin Sullivan.
I love you.
::: Step 3 - Completion :::