My God, it's been such a shitty past few days--past few weeks even.
I feel like there's this heaviness about me. I'm dragging along each day and it's getting harder and harder to force a smile and "look happy" at work.
I'm even too worn out to cry.
And on those really bad, disappointing days when all I need is to escape in strong arms and be held tight, I'm alone and have to deal with it on my own…as I always do.
I have nothing to look forward to anymore.
Who knew life could be so consistently terrible for this long.
Why would people want to live it at all?
Shitty, shitty, shitty!!