Several months ago I was looking forward to today....because I would've had a valentine.
Now this cold day in February is another painful reminder of what I no longer have.
I wanted--needed--to have flowers on this of all days so I bought them myself as I always do.
I settled on a mixed bouquet, abundant with roses, ranunculus, mums, hydrangeas, and Peruvian lilies.
Clusters of red, white, pink, and lime green to help make me feel special, for at the moment I feel very alone, sad, and unwanted.
Happy Valentine's Day, Dean....from me.