It finally caught up with me.
I wasn't sure how much longer I could keep this up and now I found out.
Becoming terribly sick this weekend, I had to call off work today.
Watercolors in Moleskine journal - (NFS)
I've been working three part-time jobs for the past several weeks--sometimes all in one day--and I'm TIRED.
Half the time I don't know what day it is or if I'm coming or going. Yet I always manage to smile it off at work, hiding the weariness that's underneath.
Often I'm sleep-deprived....some days getting less than 5-6 hours bed rest, leaving me with a constant ache and heaviness in my body.
To start the day already depleted does not feel good.
But I must keep going.
I'll need that money so when I'm finally on my own I never have to go back to family. And with talks of layoffs to city workers again I dare not give up any job until I know which ones are certain.
New love is the only thing keeping me going right now otherwise I'd have succumbed a while back.
No matter how drained I may be I keep telling myself one day I shall be FREE!