She clumsily tried quoting scripture to her friend while riding my train home yesterday. And she appeared to be slightly stoned.
I overheard this girl say, "People always bounce back, at least where they were, or even better."
Even in her "impaired" state, what she said made sense and sounded nice but I wonder if it's true for everyone.
I never knew my life could be so consistently terrible.
To be tired and unmotivated most of the time. Working two dead-end jobs that I can't seem to escape from. Depressed and so very alone.
What if that girl on the train was wrong?
What if I can't bounce back and instead continue to sink?
Everything I'm trying doesn't seem to pan out and I don't know what else to do at this point.
I can't imagine things getting even worse yet I fear they will.
Please bear with me. These are the thoughts festering in my head at the moment.....