Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Tonight my soul burns brighter.....


"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." -- Anais Nin


I rarely talk about it. It means so much to me. Like a fragile newborn, I cradle and protect it. But the time has come to grow and take a chance.

On what would've been my dad's birthday, I launched my second blog this afternoon. A blog all about my dream of becoming a comic book illustrator! It's a way of reconnecting with the goal. To reignite the passion!

I'm nervous and scared and excited all at once. Deep inside I can feel it wanting to shine like the sun!

Is it too soon or just right? Only time will tell. The main thing is that I try....and begin! But I know for sure I'm not getting any younger and after waiting years for the dream to come to me, I am going after the dream....and sharing it with all of you!

And I WILL have it! Go, Dean, go!!

Ahhh, can you see it? Tonight my soul burns brighter.....

40 comments:

AndyDrewby said...

Good Luck

April Jarocka said...

Let it burn brightly Dean...

Dean Grey said...

Andy!

Thanks!

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April!

I intend to!

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I appreciate the both of you commenting on this post!

-Dean

RAD said...

go Dean go! From one of your cheerleaders..Did you just see me do that cartwheel and flip for you? Congrats! Good luck!! xx

madtexter ☺☺☺☺☺☺ (corey james) said...

"This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine."

Good for you, Dean!

I can honestly say that I don't think I've ever really dreamed about being anything (except for wanting to be a train engineer - but I was 7 years old, what did I know?)

I've tried my hand at painting and other artistic things, but I get bored quickly and move on, and left wondering what it is that actually IS my passion.

To this day I still don't know, but I do enjoy writing and making others laugh and feel good about themselves. Maybe that's it - I don't know.

But I will admit I've always felt there is a book or two within me waiting to get out. I just need a starting point.

All best to you!

Manon Doyle said...

Yay!!! Go for it Dean!! Follow your passions!!

Michael Rivers said...

Good luck! Go after your dreams!

Steven Anthony said...

I think you are so talented, you can have anything you reach for...burn on man, burn on;)

naturgesetz said...

Go, Dean, Go!!

Yes. Time to try, time to begin, when it has become more painful to stay in bud than to open. (What a wonderful quote that is.) You're right, of course, that there is no way of knowing how well you'll succeed, but it's worth the effort. I hope your dreams will become reality.

And the photo: you look happy in the light, with the traces of a smile.

Pedders said...

It's never too soon to run after dreams. Don't forget that you never know what surprises tomorrow might bring - bad or good. Fight for what you believe while you have time to do so and you'll rewarded for sure!
All the luck in the World for you!

Meeko Fabulous said...

Go Dean! :)

Paul Benjamin said...

That's right! GO, Dean, Go!

It never hurts to take a chance! Especially when it is something that you are passionate about.

DKSmall said...

What happened to motivate you - hold on to it.

Dean Grey said...

RAD!

Wow, impressive cartwheel and backflip! You really can move! (~_^)

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madtexter!

When the time is right, you will find your own starting point, Corey!

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Manon!

Hooray!

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Michael!

Thanks!

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Steven!

I shall burn like the sun!

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naturgesetz!

I love that quote too! I thought it was very fitting for this post.

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Pedders!

Let's hope you're right!

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Meeko!

(^_^)

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Paul!

I'm definitely passionate about comic books!

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DKSmall!

I'm not entirely sure where the sudden motivation came from but I'll hold onto it while I got it, David!

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Thank you everyone for the supportive words!

-Dean

**WE BLOG ARTISTS** said...

Hey...looks like we have a Party here?!!!
And sorry if I invited myself...it seemed like a good one!
Go D Go!
HUGS
Char

ryan field said...

Good for you!

And I can't believe you quoted Anais Nin...So many don't even know about Anais Nin.

robertga99 said...

Go, Dean, Go!

Sometimes getting what you want and living your dream requires taking that leap of faith. One Step at a time. Live your passion!

joanne May said...

You go for it Dean and follow your dreams with a passion!!!
If you don't take a chance, ask yourself what else are you going to do with your life?
Life would be so boring without dreams...
The world is your Oyster!:)
Best wishes for this year.
By the way, if you did live near me, I would go for walks with you too!;)
Jo.

P.S.
I am following your new blog and I will add it to my creative blog list, to encourage more bloggers your way.

Dean Grey said...

**WE BLOG ARTISTS**!

LOL, silly girl!

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Ryan!

Believe it!

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robertga99!

That's exactly what I'm doing, Bob. Taking one step at a time!

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Joanne!

That's so great of you to do! Best wishes to you as well!

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I always enjoy hearing from all of you!

-Dean

jason said...

yes!!!!!!!!!

Sheila said...

Dang Dean.... I feel like a late comer with your overwhelming response to your new project. You must feel pretty darn good with all the well wishes and support you've received on your new venture. I'll throw mine in too. I think it's a great idea.

I really like this photo. I'm thinking maybe you should do one of your awesome paintings of it.

stanw said...

GO, DEAN, GO! That is a motivational line if I ever heard one. It has to come from within and it sounds like it has, the fire is ignited, there is no where to go but up!

Winter said...

i am back dean!! go for it:)

Aaron said...

You are pushing yourself more and more and you are improving and expanding, Dean! :) I hope you realised that! Very proud of you! I really do.

Dean Grey said...

Jason!

Yay!

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Sheila!

Late is better than never, right?

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Stan!

I'm movin' on up!

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Winter!

You are back!

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Aaron!

I'm trying to do just that!

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All of the celebratory comments are greatly appreciated!

-Dean

JM said...

This is such a wonderful shot! Going to your new blog now.

Tracey Clarke said...

Dean, you can do it. Just do the next right thing. Do the work. Get it in front of everyone.
Discipline yourself, and, take care of that depression. It has stolen far too much from you...now is your time.
I think of you often....;)

randuwa said...

Go, Dean GO!!!!!

Dean Grey said...

JM!

Thanks!

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Tracey!

That's part of the reason for creating the second blog. It's a way to express that dream, share my progress along the way, and keep myself accountable to the viewing audience.

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Randy!

I'm going! (^_^)

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I appreciate the nice words from the three of you!

-Dean

Carol Nelson said...

Take the plunge. Go for it. What have you got to lose?
I loved the quote about budding into a flower.
Are you on Facebook, Dean?
I searched for your name, but didn't find you.

rahina q.h. said...

hey Dean, talent is nothing without the hard work. if this is something you want to do and you have a genuine passion for it then really focus on it and give it high priority over everything, including the blog. set yourself realistic targets. the world of getting stuff printed in the comic industry is probably tougher than art (and artists have suffered poverty throughout history) so if this is your decision get your nose to the proverbial grindstone:) good luck and best wishes r.

Gwen Bell said...

Woo-Hoo!!! Go Dean! Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

Dean Grey said...

Carol!

Taking the plunge. I'm doing just that!

And no, I'm not on Facebook!

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Rahina!

I know it will be tough for sure but I'd really like to be a comic book illustrator so what choice do I have but to go for it, right?

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Gwen!

WOOT!

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Thanks to the three of you ladies for the well wishes!

-Dean

Kelley Carey MacDonald said...

Dean this is a fantastic way to honor your Dad, and your dreams. OMG you are going to ROCK! Do one thing a day that scares you - and you will be surprised at how brave you grow! (Although I believe you are a brave person anyway..)

I echo you...
"Go, Dean, GO!"

suzanneberry said...

please don't give up after one afternoon. for me, thinking of a new direction is so much more exciting than actually sitting down to do it. don't lose hope, don't give up. never give up. there will be darkness but that only means light is just around the corner. your are too good to stop.

Dean Grey said...

Kelley!

I am going to ROCK! (^_^)

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Suzanne!

I will try not to give up!

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It's always an honor having you two comment on my blog!

-Dean

Karen said...

Good luck! Aim for the moon and you might a hit star :)

Dean Grey said...

Karen!

Thanks!!

-Dean

Martha Miller said...

Go, Dean, GO!!!(ha ha - word verification is: BARIT...) Bare it all!

Dean Grey said...

Martha!

I'm baring it all!

^_^

-Dean